just like that bare naked ladies song, I'm hot like wasabi when I'm next to your body, baby

this has been cycling through my head all day

hidden addiction

I have a nasty habit of romantasizing beauty and art and falling in love.
Then there you were, with poetry in your eyes and undiscovered colors in your words.
I was defensless, caught unarmed and unawares.
My heart raced, skin buzzing, hands itching to behold, to discover.
A slave to my addiction I reeled and I raced.
Mouth watering, salivating for a taste.
Characteristically biting off more than I can chew.
I was enchanted by the muse I found in you.

naked

I dream of a day when I can bear my soul to a man and be embraced. Not as a vessel of carnal means, but for the captavating beauty yet waiting....

is it beautiful?

Can you see through to the beauty of what you can't posibly understand in me?

because I feel insecure sometimes too

If I fell in love with you


Would you promise to be true

And help me understand

Cos I've been in love before

And I found that love was more

Than just holding hands



If I give my heart to you

I must be sure

From the very start

That you would love me more than her



If I trust in you oh please

Don't run and hide

If I love you too oh please

Don't hurt my pride like her

Cos I couldn't stand the pain

And I would be sad if our new love was in vain



So I hope you see that I

Would love to love you

And that she will cry

When she learns we are two

Cos I couldn't stand the pain

And I would be sad if our new love was in vain



So I hope you see that I

Would love to love you

And that she will cry

When she learns we are two

If I fell in love with you

never again

This is the last time I let you get close.
I can't afford your fickleness.
I can't stand on the edge of this legde
Waiting for you to cross the bridge.
Not another drunken night.
I wont give up my heart to your knife.
Your empty words penatrate deep.
I don't know how I thought I could believe
this time...

intamate exchanges

When I embrace your fears,
Do I scare you?
When I accept your imperfections,
Are you troubled?
When I'm not put off by your ideocyncrasies
Does it disturb you?
When I say all the right things,
Do I make you nervous?
When I ask for nothing,
Are you unsettled?
When I want only but to be with you,
Does it frighten you?

Damn you, Man. I wasn't looking for this. I linger on everything I touch because the feeling of your skin lingers in every nerve ending in each finger tip. Electrically intoxicating, a multimedia canvas. Every touch of my tools creates a beautiful combination of reactions. Blisstic high. I leave and my high fades. I'm an empty vessel, an addict feinding for the next fix. I don't know what this is, and I frankly don't care. What I do know is me body craves more. Sir, you've ruined me. My concentration is askew, boundaries have flown out the window... Man, I don't know what to do, I want you.

May 2 insomniac's hearts meet

Are you sleepless, like me?
Can you watch the setting of the sun until it comes back up again?
Do you know the length of night, better than hours of day light?
Are you restless tonight?
Will you lay under a midnight sky just to count the stars that fly by?
Have you befriended the sound of the world asleep?
Are you also waiting on a dream?

once upon a chilhood dream date

Center your sights on a cloud in the sky
Spin fast little feet, around and around and around.
And when we fall down dizzy in the grass, I'll hold your hand.
We can name the shapes as they float by
Accumulations of cumulus sailing high.
Lay with me until the night sky blankets us.
Let the moon be our nite-lite.
The fireflies can be the spotlight for our puppet show.
As the night turns cold, I'll walk you home.
We'll play hopscotch on the sidewalk squares,
Oh, but look out for the cracks!
When we find ourselves at you front gate,
It will be a race to your front door.
No one wants to have to say goodbye,
But tonight I'll ease the sting when I kiss you on the cheek.
Goodnight.

Mapping you

Your body, lands uncharted by these two hands.
What I'd give to explore every mile of your skin.
Touch every hill, discover every valley,
From your highest peak, to your most intimate creavas.
I want to learn it, like I know my own backyard.
I long to graph my own mental map,
To include: tempatures, textures, and tastes.
To discovering the constelations in every freckle,
Reading the hieroglyphs in each scar, a story of an adventurous life.
What do you say?
Will you be my next adventure?

Pitter pitter pat
Drip drop slpat
I hear the rain outside,
Can you hear it tonight?
It reminds me of happier times with you.
When the rain falls do you think of me too?
It fills the you shaped hole left behind...
Standing outside where the mercy is kind.
Do you have a hole that causes you pain?
Is a remedy difficult for you to ascertain?
Nostalgia like one million needles penatrating my skin,
Your memory returns all too quick much to my chagrin.
But I'll grin and bare it
Far too much to forget.

Somedays I just feel like this