I am not what you see

I am
hopelessly romantic
romantically artistic
artistically spiritual

I am not
Living apologetically
Apologetically loving
Lovingly deceitful

I am
Sexually sinful
Sinfully charming
Charmingly sarcastic

I am not
Abhorrently motivated
Motivatingly manipulative
Manipulatingly geared

I am
Peacefully relentless
Relentlessly longing
Longingly wishing

I am not
Blindly faithful
Faithfully ignorant
Ignorantly proud